Chapter 7 - The Journey North

Six weeks passed.
The gentle thaw of late April turned into the green brilliance of early May. In Middlebury, Vermont, the snow had completely melted from the slopes of the Green Mountains, leaving the valleys lush, quiet, and carpeted in wild clover.
A black Volvo station wagon—not a sports car, but a simple, practical vehicle Adam had bought three weeks prior—turned off the main highway onto a narrow, gravel country lane lined with ancient sugar maples.
Adam sat behind the wheel. He looked vastly different from the man who had stood in his empty Pittsburgh kitchen in March. He had lost fifteen pounds. His hair was cut short, his face was clean-shaven, and he wore a simple dark blue sweater and jeans.
For forty days, he had lived in an apartment near the courthouse in Pittsburgh. He had attended twenty sessions of court-ordered family counseling. He had sat in an empty room with a child psychologist, learning how to hold an infant, how to read infant cues, how to support a postpartum partner. He had submitted to three separate psychological evaluations, all of which noted a "profound, sincere shift in self-awareness and accountability."
He hadn't seen Savannah since the day she walked out of his office. He had instructed his personal lawyers to finalize a clean, generous financial settlement for Marina that surrendered his claims to their primary residence, set up a trust fund for Nell, and guaranteed her absolute financial independence.
He didn't want to fight her anymore. He only wanted to be permitted back into his daughter's life.
The car rattled across a small wooden bridge and pulled up in front of a white, two-story farmhouse with dark green shutters. The porch was wide and shaded by a blooming lilac tree.
On the porch sat an old wooden rocking chair. Sitting in the chair was Marina.
Adam pulled the car to a stop in the gravel driveway. He cut the engine. The sudden silence of the countryside descended upon him, broken only by the singing of red-winged blackbirds in the pasture nearby.
His heart hammered violently against his ribs. His hands were damp on the steering wheel.
He opened the car door and stepped out into the crisp mountain air. The smell of rich earth, damp pine, and spring flowers filled his lungs.
Marina did not run inside. She did not yell. She simply stopped rocking, watching him walk slowly up the stone walkway toward the porch steps.
She looked different, too. Her long brown hair was tied back in a loose braid over one shoulder. Her face, though still pale, had regained its warmth. She wore a thick cardigan over a simple white linen dress, and held a light blue blanket tucked close against her chest.
Adam stopped at the bottom of the porch steps. He didn't try to climb them. He stood on the gravel, three feet below her, keeping his hands visible at his sides.
“Marina,” he said softly.
She looked at him for a long, silent moment. Her eyes swept over his face, noticing the deep lines of exhaustion around his eyes, the absence of his expensive watch, the humble posture of a man who had left his arrogance at the state border.
“You’re early,” she said. Her voice was steady, like cool groundwater. “The court-sanctioned visit isn't until two o'clock.”
“I waited at the diner down the road for two hours,” Adam confessed quietly. “I couldn't sit there any longer. If you want me to leave and come back at two, I will.”
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Marina looked down at the bundle in her arms, then back at Adam.
“Come up,” she said gently. “The wind is picking up.”