Chapter 4
That afternoon, Luca canceled the Russo agreement.
Three board members threatened resignation.
Two actually resigned.
His uncle called him reckless.
His mother called him emotional.
Luca signed the documents anyway.
For the first time in his life, he allowed a business decision to cost him something because Claire had been right.
Loyalty that existed only when convenient was not loyalty.
It was branding.
Claire got off the train in Portland, Maine.
Her college roommate, June Walker, picked her up wearing pajama pants beneath a wool coat.
June took one look at the suitcase.
Then at Claire’s face.
Then at the garment bag she wasn’t carrying.
“You didn’t get married.”
“No.”
“Did you kill him?”
Claire laughed unexpectedly.
It came out broken.
“No.”
“Then get in.”
June lived above a bookstore she owned near the waterfront.
The apartment smelled like coffee, old paper and the cinnamon candles Claire had mocked since college.
For two days, Claire slept.
On the third day, she cried so hard in the shower she had to sit on the floor.
On the fourth, she turned on her phone.
Eighty-seven missed calls.
Thirty-nine from Luca.
Fourteen from Nora.
Seven from Teresa.
The rest came from caterers, friends, relatives and journalists who had somehow obtained her number.
Then Claire noticed something.
The calls from Luca had stopped the morning after the wedding.
There was one message.
I know you are safe. I will not come unless you ask me to.
Claire stared at it.
A second message had arrived six hours later.
I ended the Russo agreement.
A third followed.
That does not repair what I did. I am telling you because you deserved to know the choice I should have made before you left.
Nothing after that.
June read the messages over Claire’s shoulder.
“Well.”
Claire put the phone down.
“Don’t.”
“I said one word.”
“I know your face.”
“My face is saying he may possess one functioning brain cell.”
Claire laughed despite herself.
Then she began crying again.
June sat beside her.
Claire covered her eyes.
“I still love him.”
“I know.”
“That makes me feel pathetic.”
“No. Going back because you love him would be a decision. Staying away because you love yourself is also a decision. Love doesn’t automatically make either one correct.”
Claire looked at her.
“Since when did you become wise?”
“I sell novels to divorced women.”
That pulled another laugh out of her.
For the first time since leaving Rhode Island, Claire ate an entire meal that night.
A week later, she accepted a temporary restoration project in Portland involving an old waterfront customs house being converted into an arts center.
She rented a small studio.
She bought groceries.
She stopped checking her phone every ten minutes.
Then Nora Ferraro called.
Claire almost ignored it.
Almost.
“Hello?”
Nora exhaled.
“Thank God.”
“If Luca asked you to—”
“He didn’t.”
Claire waited.
Nora sounded different.
“There’s something you need to know about the ring.”
Claire closed her eyes.
“I genuinely never want to hear about that emerald again.”
“I understand, but this isn’t about Vivienne.”
“What is it?”
“I found letters.”
Claire frowned.
“What letters?”
“From Cecilia Ferraro.”
Luca’s great-grandmother.
The first woman in the family photographs wearing the emerald.
According to Ferraro mythology, Cecilia’s husband had given it to her when she agreed to join his family.
A symbol of loyalty.
Obedience, if Claire was being less polite.
Nora said, “Everything we were told is wrong.”
Two days later, an envelope arrived at Claire’s apartment.
Inside were photocopies of handwritten letters dated 1912.
Claire read them at her kitchen table.
Cecilia Ferraro had not received the emerald because her husband welcomed her into his family.
She had inherited it from her own mother.
When Cecilia’s husband tried to use her inheritance to cover his debts, she left him.
She remained gone for eleven months.
She returned only after legal documents placed her property permanently in her own name.
The ring had originally represented the exact opposite of what the Ferraros claimed.
Not a woman being accepted by a powerful family.
A woman refusing to disappear inside one.
Claire sat in silence.
At the bottom of the envelope was a handwritten note from Nora.
We turned her rebellion into our tradition.
I thought you deserved the real story.
Claire called Luca that night.
He answered before the first ring had finished.
“Claire?”
His voice nearly destroyed her.
She closed her eyes.
“Hi.”
Silence.
Then carefully, “Hi.”
She smiled despite herself.
“You sound terrified.”
“I am.”
“Good.”
“Fair.”
Claire looked at Cecilia’s letters.
“Did you know?”
“About the letters?”
“Yes.”
“Not until Nora found them.”
“And the ring?”
“I knew the version everyone knew.”
“Your mother?”
“Same.”
Claire ran one finger over Cecilia’s handwriting.
“That almost makes it worse.”
“I know.”
“You built a century of rules around a lie.”
“I know.”
“You keep saying that.”
“I’m practicing.”
She heard exhaustion beneath his voice.
“Luca.”
“Yes?”
“Why didn’t you come after me?”
The silence lasted so long she thought the connection had dropped.
Finally he said, “Because I wanted to.”
Claire swallowed.
“That doesn’t answer me.”
“It does.”
His voice lowered.
“I could have found you before noon. I could have had a car waiting at the station. I could have sent someone to bring you home. And if I had done that, I would have proved you right about everything.”
Claire stared out the window.
Rain streaked the glass.
Luca continued.
“You asked if you were free to leave my house.”
Her throat tightened.
“How do you know that?”
“The guard told me.”
Claire said nothing.
“I never want you asking that question again.”
His voice broke slightly on the last word.
Luca Ferraro’s voice did not break.
Claire pressed her fingers against her mouth.
He continued.
“So I did the only thing I could do that morning that wasn’t about what I wanted.”
“You let me go.”
“Yes.”
“Did you hate it?”
“Every second.”
She laughed softly through tears.
“Good.”
“I’m glad my suffering comforts you.”
“A little.”
Another silence.
Then Luca said, “I found something else.”
“What?”
“The Russo agreement was worse than I understood.”
Claire straightened.
“How?”
“The photograph with Vivienne was being used as proof that our families remained aligned. Not legally. Socially. Financially. Men were making decisions based on who they believed stood beside me.”
“And you knew some of that.”
“Yes.”
No excuse.
Claire appreciated that.
“I knew enough.”
“That’s what hurts.”
“I know.”
“No, Luca.”
She gripped the phone.
“What hurts isn’t that your mother manipulated you. It isn’t that Vivienne wanted to hurt me. It isn’t even that you made the wrong decision.”
He waited.
“It’s that you looked at the wrong decision and calculated I would survive it.”
The line went quiet.
When Luca answered, his voice was almost a whisper.
“Yes.”
Claire’s eyes filled.
There was something devastating about receiving the apology she had needed because it proved he finally understood why she had left.
“I have to go.”
“Claire.”
She waited.
“I am sorry.”
She closed her eyes.
“I know.”
“But that doesn’t require you to forgive me.”
A tear slid down her cheek.
“No.”
“And forgiving me would not require you to come back.”
Claire breathed in.
“No.”
“Okay.”
May you like
She ended the call.
Then she sat alone at the kitchen table and cried for the future she still wanted but no longer trusted.
