Chapter 12

Elena sat on the floor with her back against the inside of the door and her legs stretched along the rug. In her lap, curled small, Sophie slept with her cheek in the crook of her mother’s arm and one fist still knotted in the corner of the star pillow. Bruno lay across the two sets of feet like a heavy black bolster.
The room smelled of plaster dust and lemon polish.
Dante stepped in without a sound and closed the door. He sat on the floor beside Elena, back against the wall, knees drawn up, tuxedo trousers creasing wrong at the ankles, and neither of them cared.
He did not speak. For five long minutes, neither did they. They watched the small rise and fall of the child’s ribs under the wool blanket.
At last Elena said, without turning her head, “Is it over?”
“Tonight is. There will be other nights. Different ones. For her, no. For me, yes.”
She smoothed a strand of hair from Sophie’s forehead. The small motion seemed to cost her something.
When she spoke again, her voice was flat with the weight of three years of unsaid words being said all at once.
“I lost her father to your world.”
“I know.”
“I will not lose her to it.”
“I know.”
“So what do you propose, Senor?”
Dante looked down at his hands where they rested on his knees. The hands of a man who ran five families along a coast. A small pale scar crossed the second knuckle of his right hand, from an olive knife in his mother’s kitchen when he was nine. He had never noticed it before.
When he spoke, he spoke like a man who had finally run out of ways to lie.
“I propose that from tomorrow morning I begin the work of leaving this life. Not overnight. Not in a year. It may take the rest of mine. But I propose it, and I will do it. And she will never grow up in a house that hides tunnels.”
Elena didn’t answer for a long time.
“That is a promise you cannot keep alone.”
He turned his head and looked at her.
“Then help me keep it.”
She turned her head, too, slowly, and her eyes met his in the dim light. They were much older than her face. There was a Havana in them, and a Brooklyn bakery on a wet Tuesday, and a two-year-old in a yellow raincoat.
“I make no promises tonight, Senor.”
“I ask for none.”
She looked away. Her jaw worked once. She did not take her hand from where it lay on the rug, an inch from his.
Sophie shifted in her sleep. Her small mouth opened, her eyes didn’t.
“Bruno,” she murmured, “you’re snoring.”
She burrowed deeper into her mother’s arm and was gone again.
Elena’s shoulders came down. A sound escaped her, not quite a laugh, more the shape of one. Beside her, in the dark, Dante’s mouth pulled at the corner in the same small way. It was the first sound like that either of them had made since the phone had rung at seven minutes past seven the night before.
Outside, the wind moved once through the yew hedges and was still.
Morning came in clean over Oyster Bay. The sky was the pale ringing blue October gives only after a hard night, as if the wind had washed it. A thin white fog lay along the low ground of the rose garden, thickest at the base of the tall white bush where Senora Moretti had put her hands into the soil in the spring of 1988.
The tunnel behind that bush was already gone. Masons had come at six. By the time the sun cleared the hedge, the iron gate beneath the sandstone slab had been sunk under a foot of new concrete, a second slab of native stone laid over the first, and the seam dressed with wet moss, so that in a week no visitor would guess anything had ever been there.
Sophie came out onto the terrace at 8:15 with Bruno at her hip. It was the first time in three years Elena had let her cross the lawn without a hand on her wrist. Elena stood by the stone balustrade and did not call after her, did not follow. She wrapped her cardigan tighter and made herself count to ten, then twenty.
Sophie wore the yellow coat. Elena had bought it three weeks ago at a church rummage sale in Glen Cove for two dollars. It was far too big. The sleeves were turned back twice; the hem fell almost to her ankles. Under it she wore the pajamas with the small blue stars, and on her feet the same two mismatched woolen socks inside a pair of galoshes.
She walked with her small chin lifted. Bruno paced beside her. She led him along the gravel past the steamed glass of the greenhouse, around the boxwood hedge, into the square where the white rose bush stood tallest. She stopped at the edge of the black soil and looked up at it.
She did not know four masons had worked here at dawn. She didn’t know the man in the long black coat who had patted her hair six days ago sat in a locked chamber, waiting for a car that would take him quietly to a boat. She didn’t know the man who brought her uncle’s favorite cigars was already halfway to a small stone house in a small stone town, in a country where the mountains kept out the sea.
She knew only that Uncle Vince had gone away and that Bruno was hers.
She reached up and touched a single low bloom, very gently, the way a child touches something older than her grandmother.
Behind her, on the terrace, Dante stepped through the French doors with two cups. He had shaved. He wore a black wool sweater and dark trousers. No jacket. No gun at his back. He had left the Colt in the safe an hour ago and locked it, and put the key in a drawer, and for the first time in seven years closed the drawer and walked away without checking it.
He crossed to the stone bench where Elena had sat. He held out a small white cup.
“Cortado. I made it myself.”
“You made it yesterday. Marta made this one.”
She took it. Their fingertips met at the rim of the saucer and did not linger. He didn’t sit beside her. He stood a step to her right, one hand in his pocket, looking out toward the roses, keeping the distance of a man who knew he hadn’t yet been invited to close it.
They watched Sophie circle the white bush with one arm out, calling Bruno’s name, running a slow, uneven arc through the wet grass. Bruno lumbered after her, tail low, ears back, the pleased gait of a dog being loved out loud.
“She doesn’t remember,” Elena said. “Any of it. Children keep only what serves them.”
“What will you tell her when she’s older?”
“The truth. When she asks.” She turned the cup in her hands. “And if she asks who you are to her?”
Dante was quiet a moment.
“I’ll say I was a man who owed her a debt he could never repay, and tried anyway.”
Elena’s mouth pulled at the corners. It wasn’t a big movement. It was, though, the first true smile he had seen on her face in three years of standing in the same rooms.
“That’s a long answer for a child.”
“Then I’ll shorten it as she grows.”
Sophie was running back to them now, feet slapping the wet flagstones, one small fist held closed in front of her. Bruno bounded behind her with an old dog’s careful joy.
“Mama! Mr. Dante! Look. The Senora’s tree gave me a petal.”
She opened her palm. A single white rose petal lay in the center, still wet.
Elena took it between thumb and finger and looked down at it. Then she looked up at Dante.
Dante looked at the petal. Then at Sophie.
“Little one. What if I told you Bruno is yours now? Not borrowed. Kept.”
Sophie’s eyes went huge. She turned instantly to her mother, with the small formal turn of a five-year-old asking permission for something enormous.
Elena, a white petal in her hand, nodded once.
Sophie made a small joyful sound, dropped to her knees on the wet flagstones, and threw both arms around Bruno’s thick black neck. The dog stood very still under her weight, ears pricked, as if checking whether he was allowed to feel this.
Then his tail moved.
May you like
For the first time in six years, Bruno wagged his tail in a full, slow circle.
Elena bent her face toward her cortado. She didn’t want either of them to see the second smile of the morning.