Chapter 1
My name is Amelia. I was thirty-five years old when I returned to Portland after burying my husband in a country thousands of miles from home.
James had died suddenly while working in Singapore. He was only thirty-seven. I had spent days navigating hospitals, paperwork, and funeral arrangements by myself because my parents said international flights were too expensive, while my brother, Troy, claimed he could not leave work.
After more than thirty exhausting hours of travel, I turned on my phone as the plane landed.
My flight arrives at five. Can someone pick me up?
Troy replied first.
We’re busy. Take an Uber.
My mother followed.
Why didn’t you arrange this earlier? You know Tuesdays are hectic.
I stared at the messages in disbelief. They spoke as though my husband’s death had been a scheduling mistake.
I simply typed:
No problem.
At baggage claim, one of my suitcases fell open, scattering James’s clothes across the floor. I dropped to my knees, trying to gather everything while fighting back tears.
An airport employee named Gloria immediately came to help.
“Are you all right?” she asked gently.
“My husband died,” I whispered. “I just buried him.”
She did not offer empty words. She helped repack the suitcase, walked me to the rideshare area, and squeezed my hand before leaving.
In five minutes, a stranger showed me more compassion than my family had shown in weeks.
My driver, Paul, carried the luggage to my porch when we reached home. The moment I stepped inside, I knew something was wrong.
The house was freezing.
I had asked my mother to turn on the heat before I returned, but she had forgotten. The mail had not been collected, and the refrigerator was filled with spoiled food.
Too exhausted to deal with anything else, I curled up in an armchair wearing my coat.
The next morning, I awoke to a strange gurgling sound.
Water was pouring through the kitchen ceiling and spreading across the floor. The freezing weather had caused a pipe to burst because the heating system had been left off.
I shut down the main water valve and called an emergency plumber, but the earliest appointment was days away.
Then I called Troy.
“The house is flooded,” I told him. “There’s no heat, and I can’t stay here. May I use your guest room?”
He hesitated.
“Tonight isn’t good. Lisa has her craft supplies everywhere, and we’re entertaining clients.”
I called my parents next.
My mother gave me the same answer.
“The bridge club is meeting here tomorrow. Why don’t you book a hotel?”
I stood in the flooded kitchen, cold, hungry, and still grieving the man I had just buried.
Desperate to restore the heat, I went into the basement to check the electrical panel. The floor was wet and slippery. As I reached toward the box, I lost my footing and received a powerful electrical shock that sent me backward.
When I regained consciousness, I was disoriented and freezing. I managed to crawl upstairs and collapse on the sofa.
Then I heard the carbon monoxide alarm.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
The furnace had malfunctioned, and dangerous gas was spreading through the house.
My phone was only inches away, but I could barely move. My vision began to fade.
Then the front door crashed open.
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“Fire department!”
My neighbor Diane had noticed water flowing from beneath my door and heard the alarm. She called emergency services, saving my life.
