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Chapter 8 - “I AM SORRY, MARLO”

Delphine accepted a plea deal.

She would pay $14,600 in restitution, serve probation, and complete community service.

She also voluntarily requested mandatory therapy as part of her sentence.

I called Corwin that evening.

“She asked for therapy.”

“Bram told me. He said she has been going to sessions on her own since the mediation, twice a week.”

“How is he?”

“He’s okay. He’s tired.”

“He said the kids are struggling and Delphine is struggling, but they are talking more than they have in years.”

“He said something about the mediation broke something loose in her.”

“That is what mediation is designed to do.”

“Marlo, are you okay?”

I thought about it.

“I am, actually.”

“I am strange, but okay.”

“Strange how?”

“I don’t know.”

“I have spent my whole life carrying something, and I did not realize until I put it down how heavy it was.”

“Now I am walking around without it, and I do not quite know what to do with my hands.”

Corwin laughed softly.

“You are being very poetic, Commander Prescott.”

“I have been in therapy.”

“It shows.”

We talked for a while longer.

He told me that Aunt Maragold had gone completely silent since the news of the plea agreement.

That Pru had reached out to him wanting to reconnect.

And that Uncle Tavish had left a voicemail on his phone asking after me in a tone that was almost warm.

The family was reorganizing itself slowly.

On July 20th, two days before the sentencing hearing, I received a letter through Per.

It was from Delphine.

Handwritten.

Three pages.

Vestri had sent it through Per to make sure it was reviewed before it reached me.

Per had read it and told me it was a personal letter with no legal content.

I could read it or not as I chose.

I chose to read it.

It was a letter of specific apologies.

Not general ones.

Delphine had gone through her memory and had written down every specific thing she could remember doing to me.

And she had apologized for each one individually.

Some of them I had forgotten.

Some of them I had not.

She did not ask me to forgive her.

She said she understood that forgiveness was not owed.

She said she was writing the letter because Dr. Whitmore had suggested that specific accountability was more meaningful than general apology.

And because her therapist had reinforced the same suggestion.

And because she wanted me to know that she was hearing what I had said in the mediation and continuing to sit with it.

The last paragraph read:

“Marlo, I do not expect anything from you, but if you ever decide you want to have a different kind of relationship, one built on truth instead of the story I made up about us when we were kids, I will be here.”

“I will do the work. I have already started.”

“I love you and I have loved you our entire lives, even when I was too broken to show it.”

“I am sorry it took throwing your bag into the river to make me see it.”

I read the letter twice.

Folded it carefully.

And put it in the same folder where I had put Bram’s note.

I did not respond immediately.

I did not know if I would respond at all.

But I did not throw it away either.

The sentencing hearing was on July 22nd at 10:00 in the morning at the federal courthouse in Norfolk.

Per and I sat in the second row.

Delphine was at the defense table with Vestri.

Bram sat behind her alone.

I had not seen him arrive.

The judge was a woman in her 60s named Judge Corona Vale, who had a reputation for being firm but fair.

She reviewed the plea agreement, asked Delphine several formal questions to confirm she understood what she was pleading to, and then invited victim impact statements.

I had submitted mine in writing.

I had chosen not to read it aloud.

Per had suggested that a written statement carried more weight in cases where the victim did not want to appear vindictive.

I had agreed.

My statement was short.

It described the events of June 3rd factually.

Described the impact on my professional life.

And closed with a single sentence:

“I do not seek additional punishment from Miss Ashwell beyond the agreed sentence. I ask only that the court require her to complete the therapy she has voluntarily requested so that this may be the last incident of its kind.”

Judge Vale read my statement in silence.

Then looked up.

“Ms. Ashwell, do you have anything you would like to say to the court before I impose sentence?”

Delphine stood.

Her voice was steady, though quiet.

“Your Honor, I want to say that I understand what I did.”

“I want to say that I understand it was not just an incident on a pier, but the last in a very long series of decisions I have made to hurt my sister.”

“I want to say that I am doing the work now in therapy to understand why I have done what I have done and to become someone who does not do it anymore.”

“I accept the sentence the court is imposing.”

“I accept the responsibility for the restitution.”

“And I want to publicly apologize to my sister, Commander Marlo Prescott, in this courtroom in front of the court for what I did to her on June 3rd and for what I have done to her for our entire lives.”

She looked toward me.

“I am sorry, Marlo.”

She sat down.

Judge Vale looked at me for a moment.

Then she looked at Delphine.

“Ms. Ashwell, I accept the plea agreement as submitted.”

“The court adds one modification for the victim’s request.”

“You are hereby ordered to attend weekly therapy for the duration of your two-year probation with a licensed therapist approved by your probation officer, with monthly compliance reports submitted to the court.”

“Failure to comply will result in a probation violation.”

“Do you understand?”

“Yes, Your Honor.”

“So ordered.”

“This matter is closed.”

The gavel came down.

It was 10:42 in the morning.

I stood up.

Per stood up.

As we filed out of the courtroom, Delphine turned in her seat.

Our eyes met across the aisle.

I did not smile.

But I nodded just once.

She nodded back.

That was all.

Outside on the courthouse steps, Per shook my hand and told me I had handled the whole thing with more grace than most of the officers he had ever worked with.

Then he went back to his car.

I stood for a minute in the July heat, looking down at the traffic on Granby Street.

And I thought about how quiet the world was.

My phone buzzed.

Corwin:

“Are you okay?”

May you like

I typed back:

“I am okay.”

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