Chapter 2

Frankie’s eyes flicked toward me.
Only once.
It was enough.
Desmond’s hand tightened around the armrest of his wheelchair.
“Say it.”
Frankie closed the door behind him. “The man they picked up was working under an alias. He gave a name before the detectives arrived.”
Desmond’s gaze never left mine.
“Whose name?”
Frankie hesitated.
“Evelyn Vale.”
For a moment, I couldn’t understand the words.
Then the room seemed to tilt.
My mother’s name had not been spoken aloud in years.
I stared at Frankie. “That’s impossible.”
Desmond’s expression changed—not to surprise, exactly, but recognition.
“You know her?”
“She’s my mother.”
The silence that followed felt heavier than the blanket I had pulled from his legs two weeks earlier.
Frankie looked from me to Desmond. “You never told me the caregiver’s last name.”
“You never asked,” I said.
Desmond’s eyes sharpened. “Where is she?”
“My mother?”
“The man who gave her name.”
Frankie’s jaw worked. “He’s at a private clinic on the South Side. One of our people followed the ambulance. He’s conscious, but barely cooperative.”
“Take me to him.”
Desmond started to move his chair toward the door.
I stepped in front of him.
“No.”
His eyes flashed. “That wasn’t a request.”
“You’re exhausted, you’re overmedicated, and you nearly passed out ten minutes ago.”
“I did not.”
“You closed your eyes while holding a pill.”
“That was contemplation.”
“That was sleep.”
Frankie looked down, perhaps wisely deciding not to participate.
Desmond turned his attention back to me. “My name was used in connection with an attempted murder.”
“Your name is connected to half the city’s bad decisions.”
“And your mother may be responsible for the other half.”
The words landed harder than he intended.
I took one step back.
Desmond saw it.
Something in his face shifted, but he did not apologize. Not yet.
“My mother died eight years ago,” I said. “She had cancer. I was with her.”
Frankie’s expression softened. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be. She was in pain, and then she wasn’t.” I folded my arms to keep my hands from shaking. “If someone used her name, it wasn’t my mother.”
Desmond stared at me.
“You’re certain?”
“I signed the death certificate.”
“That doesn’t mean someone else couldn’t have used her identity.”
“Why would anyone?”
“That’s what I intend to find out.”
He reached for the control panel.
I caught his wrist.
His eyes dropped to my hand.
So did mine.
For the first time since I had met him, I realized how often I touched him without permission—not carelessly, but because his body needed things done quickly. Adjusting his position. Checking his pulse. Stopping a spasm. Reaching for a cup before he could drop it.
This was different.
I released him.
“You’re not going anywhere tonight,” I said.
His voice went quiet. “You’re forgetting who you work for.”
“No. I’m remembering what I was hired to do.”
Frankie cleared his throat. “Boss, she’s right about the medication. You shouldn’t be traveling.”
Desmond gave him a look.
Frankie continued anyway. “And if the man is at the clinic, he’ll still be there in an hour.”
The boss and his lieutenant stared at each other.
Finally, Desmond looked away.
“Find out everything,” he said. “No assumptions. No pressure.”
Frankie nodded.
That instruction told me more about Desmond than his reputation ever had.
Frankie left.
I stood beside the bed, listening to the faint hum of the wheelchair and the rain beginning against the windows.
Desmond reached for the pill on the table.
I handed him the glass of water first.
“One,” I said.
He took it.
“Happy?”
“No. But less likely to argue with you.”
“That must be devastating.”
He swallowed the medication and leaned back.
For several seconds, neither of us spoke.
Then he said, “Tell me about your mother.”
I looked toward the window. “Why?”
“Because someone used her name.”
“That doesn’t make her your concern.”
“It does if that name is connected to the bomb.”
“Maybe the name was random.”
“Maybe.”
“But you don’t think so.”
“No.”
I sat in the chair beside his bed.
“Evelyn Vale was a bookkeeper,” I said. “She worked for small businesses mostly. Restaurants. Repair shops. A landscaping company for a while.”
“Did she work for anyone in my organization?”
“I don’t know.”
“You never asked?”
“She and I weren’t close at the end.”
Desmond studied me. “Why?”
I kept my attention on the rain.
“Because she lied.”
“That’s not a small answer.”
“No.”
My mother had always been difficult to explain. She was brilliant with numbers, terrible with money, and incapable of accepting help without feeling she owed someone her soul. She could make a stranger feel like family and make her own daughter feel like an inconvenient witness.
After my father left, she worked constantly.
She also disappeared for hours.
Sometimes days.
When I was younger, she called it work. Later, she called it none of my business.
I had stopped asking questions before I turned eighteen.
“What kind of lie?” Desmond asked.
“She told me she had paid the mortgage. She hadn’t. The house was nearly foreclosed.”
“Did she owe someone money?”
“Everyone.”
His mouth tightened.
“She borrowed from people. Promised to repay them. Then took another job to cover the first promise. It became a pattern.”
“Did she ever mention my name?”
“No.”
He looked unconvinced.
I sighed. “She mentioned a lot of names. Usually people she claimed were dangerous or dishonest. I stopped listening.”
“Did she keep records?”
“She kept everything. Receipts, old calendars, canceled checks. Once, I found three shoeboxes filled with grocery coupons from stores that had closed years before.”
“Where are those things now?”
“Her house.”
“Still standing?”
“Technically.”
“What does that mean?”
“The roof leaks. The kitchen sink doesn’t work. The utilities were shut off after she died.”
Desmond’s gaze moved toward the ceiling.
“You have access?”
“It’s still in probate. I’m the only heir, which means I’m also responsible for everything she left behind.”
“Would you take me there?”
I laughed once, without humor.
“You can’t walk.”
“I have a wheelchair.”
“You have a very expensive wheelchair. It does not make that house accessible.”
“Then you’ll go.”
“Why?”
“To look for records.”
“And if I say no?”
His eyes returned to mine.
“Then I’ll ask someone else.”
“Good. Ask someone else.”
He held my gaze for a long moment.
“Why does that bother you?”
“Because you’re treating me like a key to a locked door.”
“You may be.”
“I’m not a clue, Desmond.”
“No.”
His voice was quieter now.
“You’re the only person in this house who doesn’t lie to me.”
The admission unsettled me more than an order would have.
I looked down at my hands.
“I lie.”
“About what?”
“Small things.”
“Such as?”
“I told you your haircut was acceptable.”
A faint smile crossed his face.
It disappeared quickly, but I saw it.
The bedroom door opened again.
This time, it was not Frankie.
An older woman stepped inside carrying a silver tray. She had gray hair twisted into a neat bun and the composed expression of someone who had survived decades of other people’s secrets.
“Mrs. Bell,” Desmond said.
“Mr. Gallagher.” She set the tray on the side table. “You’ve missed dinner.”
“I wasn’t hungry.”
“You also said that yesterday.”
“I wasn’t hungry yesterday either.”
Mrs. Bell looked at me. “And you let him get away with it?”
“I’m still learning which battles are worth fighting.”
“Start with soup.”
“I don’t eat soup.”
“You eat what you’re given,” she said.
Desmond’s eyebrows rose.
Mrs. Bell turned toward me. “Your mother’s name came up?”
I went still.
Desmond noticed.
“How do you know Evelyn Vale?” he asked.
Mrs. Bell’s face lost some of its color.
“I don’t know her.”
“That was not my question.”
She folded her hands in front of her.
“I met her once.”
“Where?”
“Here.”
The rain seemed to grow louder.
I stared at her. “My mother came here?”
“Years ago.”
“When?”
Mrs. Bell looked at Desmond.
He nodded once.
She exhaled. “About nine years ago. Maybe ten.”
My mother had died eight years earlier.
I had been twenty-three.
“What was she doing here?”
“Mr. Gallagher’s father had hired her to organize some financial records.”
Desmond’s expression hardened. “My father never mentioned her.”
“He didn’t mention most of the people he hired.”
“What kind of records?” I asked.
Mrs. Bell’s fingers tightened together. “I don’t know.”
“You said you met her.”
“I served her tea.”
“That’s all?”
Mrs. Bell looked at me then, and guilt moved across her face.
“No.”
Desmond’s voice dropped. “What aren’t you saying?”
“Your father asked me to keep an eye on her.”
“Why?”
“He believed she was taking documents.”
My stomach twisted.
“My mother stole from your family?”
“I don’t know,” Mrs. Bell said. “I saw her in the study after midnight. She was carrying a file box.”
“What did she look like?”
“Frightened.”
That answer did not fit the mother I remembered.
“She wasn’t frightened of anyone,” I said.
Mrs. Bell’s eyes softened. “People can be frightened and still stand upright.”
Desmond looked toward the windows.
“Did she take the box?”
“I don’t know. The next morning, she was gone.”
“Did my father report it?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Because the papers she had been handling were already missing.”
Desmond’s jaw tightened. “What papers?”
Mrs. Bell shook her head. “I never knew.”
I stood abruptly.
The room shifted beneath me.
Desmond’s hand moved toward me, but he stopped himself.
“Where are you going?” he asked.
“To my mother’s house.”
“Now?”
“Yes.”
“No.”
I turned on him. “You just asked me to go.”
“Tomorrow.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s almost four in the morning.”
“And?”
“And you’re tired.”
“So are you.”
“I’m not the one standing in a house with a collapsing roof.”
“You don’t know what condition it’s in.”
“You told me.”
“I said the utilities were off.”
“You also said the sink didn’t work.”
“That doesn’t mean the whole place is going to fall down.”
Desmond’s voice sharpened. “You’re not going alone.”
“I’ve been alone for years.”
“That doesn’t make it safe.”
“Neither does hiring armed men to follow me.”
“I haven’t.”
“You don’t have to. They follow me anyway.”
Frankie appeared in the doorway as though summoned by the argument.
“Boss?”
“Get the car ready,” I said.
Frankie blinked.
Desmond glared at him. “No.”
Frankie wisely looked at me instead.
“The sedan or the SUV?”
“Frankie.”
“The SUV,” I said.
Desmond’s expression hardened. “You’re not leaving this house.”
I walked to the closet and pulled on my jacket.
He watched me with increasing disbelief.
“You’re fired,” he said.
I paused.
The words were familiar. He had fired three nurses before me, according to the agency.
I turned around.
“Fine.”
His face changed.
Not anger.
Something much less certain.
“Fine?” he repeated.
“Yes. You’re right. You don’t need me.”
“That isn’t what I said.”
“You said I was fired.”
“I was making a point.”
“You made it.”
Frankie looked uncomfortable. Mrs. Bell became suddenly fascinated by the soup.
I grabbed my tote.
Desmond wheeled closer.
“You think this is about the job?”
“No. I think you’re used to people stopping when you raise your voice.”
His chair stopped a foot from me.
“I’m trying to keep you from walking into a dangerous situation.”
“You’re trying to control something you don’t understand.”
His hands tightened on the controls.
“I understand more than you think.”
“Then tell me.”
He didn’t.
That was the problem.
Desmond Gallagher knew how to command rooms, but he did not know how to explain himself inside one.
I walked toward the door.
Behind me, his chair moved.
“Wait.”
I stopped.
The word did not sound like an order.
It sounded like something he had never practiced saying.
I turned.
He looked tired. Pale. Suddenly younger than the man people feared.
“I shouldn’t have fired you,” he said.
“No.”
“I’m not accustomed to being contradicted.”
“I noticed.”
“I’m also not accustomed to people being endangered because of me.”
The anger drained from my chest, leaving something more complicated.
“Then don’t endanger me.”
“I’m trying not to.”
“By telling me I can’t go to my own house?”
“By asking you to let me send someone with you.”
“I don’t need a bodyguard.”
“No,” he said. “You need someone who knows what to look for.”
I folded my arms.
“Who?”
“Me.”
I stared at him.
“You can’t even get through a night without falling asleep holding medication.”
“I can sit in a car.”
“You can barely transfer into a chair without help.”
“I have people who can help.”
“You mean several armed men.”
“Frankie isn’t armed.”
Frankie lifted a hand. “Technically—”
“Not helping,” Desmond said.
A laugh escaped me before I could stop it.
Desmond watched me closely, as if the sound had surprised him.
“Tomorrow morning,” he said. “We go together.”
“You’re not going inside.”
“I’ll decide that when I see it.”
“I’ll decide it now.”
His eyes met mine.
For a second, the old tension returned.
Then he nodded.
“Tomorrow morning.”
I looked toward the clock.
“Six hours.”
“Five.”
“Four and a half.”
“Fine.”
“And you’re eating the soup.”
His expression turned grim.
“Don’t push your luck.”
The next morning, the sky was the color of old steel.
Desmond had been moved into a different chair designed for transport. It had a smaller frame and stronger supports, but he still looked uncomfortable in it.
I checked his medication list twice.
He watched me from the doorway.
“You enjoy this.”
“Medication schedules?”
“Being right.”
“I enjoy you staying alive.”
“That sounds dangerously close to affection.”
“Don’t worry. It’s professional.”
Frankie drove.
Mrs. Bell packed sandwiches.
Desmond complained about both.
The estate disappeared behind us, replaced by narrow streets, old brick buildings, and storefronts that had not yet opened. Chicago was waking slowly around us.
For most of the drive, no one spoke.
Then Desmond asked, “What was your mother like before she became sick?”
I looked out the window.
“Unpredictable.”
“That’s not a description.”
“It is if you knew her.”
He waited.
I gave in.
“She sang when she cooked. Badly. She could turn a three-dollar box of pasta into something that tasted expensive. She hated winter but refused to move somewhere warm because she said snow made people honest.”
“Did it?”
“No. It made everyone late.”
His mouth curved slightly.
“She taught me how to balance a checkbook when I was ten. Then she forgot to balance her own.”
“Why did you stay away after she died?”
The question was direct, but not cruel.
“Because every room in that house still sounded like an argument.”
He nodded once.
“And because I was angry.”
“At her?”
“At myself.”
Desmond looked at me.
“For what?”
“For not knowing how to save her.”
His expression grew still.
“You couldn’t.”
“I know that now.”
“Do you?”
I turned toward him.
The question held no judgment.
Only recognition.
“I’m learning,” I said.
He looked down at his hands.
“Me too.”
It was the first honest thing he had offered without being cornered into it.
Her house stood on a quiet block near an abandoned factory. The front steps were cracked, and weeds had grown through the path. A faded blue wreath hung crookedly on the door.
I unlocked it.
The smell hit me first—dust, old paper, and the faint sourness of a place that had been closed too long.
Desmond waited in the SUV while Frankie inspected the entryway.
“Clear,” Frankie called.
“I hate that word,” I said.
“It’s useful,” he replied.
The hallway was too narrow for Desmond’s chair. We left him in the living room near the front windows, where a portable ramp allowed him to get inside.
He surveyed the room.
“You grew up here?”
“Until I was eighteen.”
“It’s smaller than I expected.”
“Were you expecting a mansion?”
“I didn’t know what I was expecting.”
“That makes two of us.”
The living room contained a sagging sofa, a broken television, and stacks of boxes labeled in my mother’s handwriting.
Kitchen.
Taxes.
Receipts.
Mine.
The last one stopped me.
Desmond noticed.
“You have a box.”
“I know.”
“What’s in it?”
“Probably things she couldn’t throw away.”
I opened it.
Inside were school photographs, report cards, two ribbons from swimming competitions, and a dried yellow flower pressed between sheets of notebook paper.
At the bottom lay an envelope with my name on it.
My breath caught.
The handwriting was unmistakable.
I hadn’t seen it since the hospital.
I reached for the envelope.
Desmond rolled closer.
“You don’t have to open it now.”
“I do.”
The paper inside was folded twice.
I read the first line.
*Lena, if you are reading this, then I ran out of time or courage.*
My vision blurred.
I kept reading.
*There are things I should have told you. Not because you owe me forgiveness, but because you deserve the truth.*
I sat on the edge of the sofa.
Desmond remained silent.
The letter was only two pages.
My mother wrote that she had been working for a man named Patrick Gallagher—Desmond’s father—under the direction of someone she called “the trustee.”
She had not stolen documents from the Gallagher estate.
She had copied them.
The records concerned payments made through shell companies over several years. Some of the money had been used to support families of men who worked for Patrick. Others had gone to politicians, inspectors, and police officials.
But one account was different.
Money had been paid to a private security firm after Patrick’s death.
The firm was owned by a man named Arthur Bell.
Mrs. Bell’s husband.
I looked up.
“Desmond.”
He was already watching me.
“What?”
I handed him the letter.
His eyes moved over the page.
The color left his face.
“Arthur Bell was my father’s head of security,” he said.
“Mrs. Bell said she didn’t know what my mother was looking for.”
“She may not have.”
“She knew your father.”
“Yes.”
“And her husband was paid after he died.”
Desmond reached the end of the letter.
His fingers trembled.
I noticed because I had learned to notice everything.
“What else?” I asked.
He did not answer.
“Desmond.”
He folded the letter carefully.
“My father was killed three months before the bombing.”
“I know.”
“No. You don’t.”
He looked toward the dark hallway.
“Everyone believed he died of a heart attack. The official report said natural causes.”
“Was it not?”
“I don’t know.”
The admission sounded like it cost him.
“What do you mean, you don’t know?”
“I was twenty-seven. I was overseas handling a dispute for him. When I came back, the funeral was over and the business had already been divided.”
“By whom?”
“By the trustee.”
“The same trustee in my mother’s letter?”
“I don’t know.”
“Who was it?”
Desmond’s jaw tightened.
“My uncle, Vincent Gallagher.”
The name hung between us.
“Where is he now?”
“Dead.”
“When?”
“Six months before the bomb.”
I stared at him.
The timeline unfolded slowly.
My mother had copied documents from the Gallagher estate nearly a decade ago. She had died eight years later. Desmond’s father had supposedly died of natural causes. His uncle, the trustee, had died six months before the bomb.
And someone had just used my mother’s name to identify the bomber.
“What did the letter say about the bomb?” Desmond asked.
“Nothing. It was written before.”
“Read the last paragraph.”
I looked down.
I had stopped before the end.
The final lines were written more hurriedly than the rest.
*I kept one copy because I knew the originals would disappear. I gave it to someone I trusted. If anyone comes looking for it, do not believe the first story they tell you. The person who knows where it is will use my name only if they have no other choice.*
My skin prickled.
Desmond leaned closer.
“Who had the copy?”
I read the final sentence.
*I left it with Desmond.*
Neither of us moved.
From the hallway came a soft creak.
Frankie turned sharply.
“What was that?”
I stood.
Desmond’s gaze fixed on the dark corridor.
The creak came again.
Then a voice drifted from the back of the house.
Not a stranger’s voice.
A familiar one.
Mrs. Bell stepped into view, pale and trembling.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered.
Desmond stared at her.
She held a small brass key in one hand.
“Your mother didn’t leave the copy with Mr. Gallagher,” she said.
Her eyes moved to me.
May you like
“She left it with me.”
And from somewhere behind her, hidden inside the old house, a locked drawer clicked open.