Chapter 1

Rain. That was what she would remember about the night her life stopped being her own — the rain against the windows of La Dolce Farina, the drumming of it, the way the streetlamps turned Hanover Street into a ribbon of liquid gold.
Emilia Santoro was alone in the shop at a quarter to ten, polishing the glass of the pastry case with a rag gone gray from use. Her reflection stared back at her, smudged and tired. Twenty-nine years old, flour in her hair, and a smell on her hands that no amount of lemon soap could chase away: yeast, sugar, and the faint metallic ghost of fear that had been living in her chest for three days.
Because Marco had not answered his phone in three days.
She told herself it was nothing. Her little brother was twenty-three and reckless the way all twenty-three-year-olds are reckless — late nights, borrowed money, a grin that could talk its way out of anything. But when the front door of the bakery turned that night, the bell never rang. Instead, the lock gave way with a sound like a bone breaking, and the door swung open on a gust of wet wind that smelled of asphalt and strangers.
Three men stepped in out of the rain.
The first two were shadows in dark coats, and between them, hanging from their grip like a sack of grain, was Marco. His face was a ruin — a split lip, an eye swollen shut, blood dried into the collar of his shirt.
“Em.” His voice came out thin and ashamed. “Em, I’m sorry. I never meant for any of it to go this far.”
She took a step forward, and a fourth man stepped out of the dark behind them, shaking rain from a charcoal coat that cost more than her oven. He had a face that looked carved rather than born — a hard jaw, eyes the color of old pennies, and a smile that didn’t reach any part of him that mattered.
“Miss Santoro.” His voice was silk stretched over a knife. “I’m Aldo Ferrara. You may have heard of my family. Your brother certainly has.”
He gestured, and one of the men released Marco, who folded onto the checkered tile like a dropped coat and stayed there, breathing through his teeth.
“Underground poker. Sports books. Bookmakers who grew tired of waiting.” Ferrara walked a slow circle around the room, touching things with gloved fingers — the brass register, the flour-dusted counter, the photograph of her father taped beside the door. “He owes my organization four hundred thousand dollars. The debt came due last Friday.”
“Four hundred—” Emilia’s voice cracked. “We don’t have that kind of money. I’m a baker. Take the ovens. Take the register. Take everything, just don’t—”
“I don’t want your money, Miss Santoro.” Ferrara stopped in front of her, close enough that she could smell peppermint and good Scotch beneath the rain. “I want something only you can give me.”
Her heart went very quiet.
“Tomorrow evening, Dante Romano celebrates his birthday at his estate in Weston. Dante is a paranoid man. Every plate tested, every guest vetted, every employee’s history known.” A slow smile. “He has exactly one weakness. He is obsessed with your almond torte.”
Emilia’s stomach dropped. Three months ago, an order had come into the shop under a name she didn’t recognize — the Sicilian almond torte, mascarpone and crushed pistachio and amber amaretto, the cake her father had invented. She had spent two days on the sugar flowers alone and never once asked who it was for. She understood now, and the understanding felt like standing at the edge of a very tall building.
Ferrara produced a velvet case from his coat and opened it. In a bed of dark silk lay a vial of clear liquid small enough to hide in a thimble. It looked like water. It was nothing like water.
“Ricin and digitalis, synthesized in a lab,” he said, with the casual pride of a man describing a fine wine. “No color. No smell. No taste. Twenty minutes after it reaches his blood, he’ll be on the floor with his heart tearing itself apart, and the coroner will write ‘natural causes’ and go home to his family.”
He held the vial out. Emilia didn’t take it.
“I’m not a killer.” Her voice was very small. “I bake bread.”
Ferrara’s eyes went flat, and that was worse than anger. He didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t need to. He simply nodded, and the man with the scarred jaw — the one who had carried Marco in — drew a pistol, worked the slide with a sound like a trap snapping shut, and pressed the barrel to the back of Marco’s skull.
Marco’s eyes closed. A sob leaked out of him.
“You misunderstand the arrangement,” Ferrara said pleasantly. “This is not a negotiation. Tomorrow you will walk into the Romano estate. You will make your cake, and you will empty this vial into the amaretto syrup before you glaze it.”
Emilia couldn’t breathe. She could feel the cold kiss of that muzzle against her brother’s head from across the room.
“If Romano dies, the debt is erased. You and your brother receive a hundred thousand dollars and tickets to Europe, and you never see my face again.” He leaned in until his breath was warm against her ear. “If you refuse — or if you warn him — my men will skin your brother alive in this room, and you will watch. And then I will burn this bakery to the ground with both of you inside it.”
He took her hand. She was shaking so hard she couldn’t stop him. He pressed the vial into her palm and folded her fist around it.
“Your brother will wait for you here, in the basement, with one of my men. Bake an excellent cake, Miss Santoro.” His smile didn’t move. “His life depends on it.”
The rain went on falling. The gun went on waiting. And Emilia Santoro stood in the middle of her father’s bakery holding a man’s death in her hand, and understood that she had already lost every choice she had ever believed she owned.
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Except one.
The one she couldn’t see yet.