Part 4

Now he put away his phone.
“I’m asking whether you’re all right,” he said.
“I don’t know.”
“That’s fair.”
Julian stood. “We’re leaving.”
Mara did not argue again.
Peter went ahead to arrange the service exit. Julian helped Mara to her feet. He tucked his coat more securely around her shoulders, then picked up the severed braid from the sofa and placed it gently inside a clean archival document box he found on a side table.
Mara watched him close the lid.
“Why are you doing that?”
“Preserving it.”
“For what?”
He did not answer immediately.
Evidence, she thought.
The idea made her stomach turn.
“It’s my hair,” she said.
Julian’s hand stopped on the box.
“I know.”
“Do you?”
He looked at her, then opened the lid again.
Mara took the braid and held it against her chest.
The gesture was absurdly maternal. She hated that.
Julian did not reach for it again.
They left through the conservatory, where winter camellias grew in enormous ceramic pots beneath fogged glass. Catering workers stood with their backs politely turned. Someone had spread salt over the stone path outside, but Julian still kept one arm firmly around Mara as they crossed toward the car.
Snow gathered on his tuxedo shoulders. He had given her the coat and seemed not to notice the cold.
A black sedan waited with the rear door open.
Mara paused before getting in.
Through the conservatory windows, she could see the ballroom at an angle. Guests had begun moving again. From this distance, the evening looked intact. Candlelight. Satin. Men in black jackets. Women leaning toward each other. A string quartet raising bows.
Vivienne stood alone beside the fallen orchids.
Someone had removed the scissors.
At the hospital, the nurse attached two monitors to Mara’s abdomen and dimmed the lights.
The baby’s heartbeat filled the room in quick, watery beats.
Julian sat beside the bed, still in his tuxedo. Without the overcoat, he looked less like the returning heir from a family portrait and more like a man who had traveled overnight and not slept. His hair had dried unevenly. A small line had formed between his eyebrows and remained there.
The tightening was not labor. Dehydration and stress, the nurse said. The baby was active. Mara’s blood pressure was elevated but beginning to settle.
The scratch near her hairline needed only cleaning.
“Any other injuries?” the nurse asked.
Mara said no.
Julian’s gaze moved to the missing section of hair.
The nurse followed it, then looked back at Mara’s face. She did not ask immediately. Mara appreciated that.
When she eventually said, “Do you feel safe going home?” the question was directed only at Mara.
“Yes.”
“Is the person who hurt you in that home?”
“No.”
Julian looked down.
The Mercer mansion had never been Mara’s home, though she had slept there during storms while cataloging the winter collection. Their actual home was a narrow cedar-shingled house in Middletown that Julian had bought through a limited company years earlier, before they met. It overlooked no ocean. The upstairs bathroom door stuck in humid weather, and the kitchen floor sloped enough that dropped blueberries rolled toward the refrigerator.
Mara loved it.
No one outside a small circle knew Julian lived there when he was in Rhode Island.
The nurse cleaned the scratch. “You may want photographs for your records.”
Julian reached for his phone.
Mara said, “Not you.”
He stopped.
The nurse waited.
Mara took her own phone from her apron pocket. The screen showed twenty-three missed calls and more messages than she could see at once.
Naomi. Peter. Two coworkers. Unknown numbers.
She opened the camera, turned it toward herself, and saw her hair properly for the first time.
One side fell thick and dark past her shoulder. The other ended jaggedly below her ear where the blades had failed to close cleanly on the first attempt. A narrow red mark angled along her hairline. Her face looked gray with exhaustion.
She took three photographs.
The nurse entered notes into the chart.
Julian sat very still.
After the monitoring period ended, the doctor discharged Mara with instructions to rest, hydrate, eat, and return for any signs of labor or reduced fetal movement. The paperwork referred to “reported physical assault at workplace event.” Mara read the phrase twice.
Reported.
Physical assault.
Workplace event.
Three ordinary terms arranged into a reality she had been avoiding.
In the parking garage, Julian opened the passenger door of their car.
Mara did not get in.
He waited.
“I want to call Naomi.”
“Of course.”
“Alone.”
His expression tightened, then released.
“I’ll be by the elevator.”
She sat in the car with the door open and called her sister.
Naomi answered on the first ring. “Where are you?”
“The hospital, but I’m all right.”
“You are not all right. Peter called Andrew, Andrew called me, and then someone posted a picture of Julian taking you through the conservatory.”
Mara closed her eyes.
The private exit had not been private.
“What picture?”
“Blurry. You can’t see much. His coat is around you. People are already saying he called you his wife.”
Mara pressed her palm to her forehead.
“Is the baby okay?” Naomi asked.
“Yes.”
“Are you?”
“I don’t know.”
“What happened?”
Mara looked toward the elevator. Julian stood thirty feet away with his back turned, one hand in his trouser pocket. Even from a distance she could see the exhaustion in the angle of his neck.
“Vivienne cut my hair.”
Naomi was silent.
Mara heard a refrigerator door close on the other end of the call. Naomi lived in a third-floor apartment in Queens with two cats and a radiator that hissed all winter. The ordinary sound made Mara ache for her.
“With scissors?” Naomi asked.
“Yes.”
“Did she touch you anywhere else?”
“She grabbed me. I fell to one knee, but I didn’t hit my stomach.”
“Did anyone stop her?”
“No.”
“Did anyone see?”
“Everyone.”
May you like
Naomi swore softly.
Mara stared at her shoes. Orchid petals still clung to one sole.