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Chapter 7 - THE CHAIR

Every man in the room reacted at once.

The Russians’ hands went into their coats. Carmine drew his weapon in a blur of motion, up and level before most of the room had understood there was a threat. The fake waiter hit the floor hard, skidding on the polished hardwood, and as he fell his right hand abandoned the tray and dove under the white jacket and came back with a suppressed pistol yanked from his waistband.

He did not get to aim it.

Before the waiter’s knees had even reached the floor, Daniel had pivoted in his chair. Despite the wired jaw and the lingering concussion, despite the weeks of living on protein shakes and painkillers, his reflexes were still predatory. He kicked the heavy table upward, flipping it violently toward Volkov and his men to buy a barricade, and came out of the chair with his own weapon drawn from the shoulder holster.

Two suppressed shots coughed from Carmine’s gun.

The fake waiter slumped against the carpet, the pistol tumbling from his fingers, and blood pooled fast and dark, soaking into the white fabric of his jacket with the terrible speed of something that had already stopped being a person.

Then there was chaos.

Volkov’s men drew. Russo’s men burst from the bar area. Guns came up on both sides across the overturned table, muzzles finding chests, fingers finding triggers, and the air in the room became electrified with the promise of a massacre.

“Hold!” Carmine roared, his gun trained squarely on Volkov’s forehead. “Everybody hold!”

Volkov had his hands raised. The polite smile was gone, replaced by a mask of open panic. He was not a young man, and he was standing in the crossfire of a war he had not chosen, and it showed.

“We didn’t know,” he said, his thick accent breaking apart. “He is not mine. I swear to you. He is not my man. I have never seen him.”

Daniel stood slowly from behind the overturned table.

He kept his gun aimed at the floor.

He walked over to the dead man and stood over him, and he looked down at the tactical boots.

Then he raised his head and looked across the room.

He looked at Norah.

She was standing by the swinging doors where she had stood all evening, her breathing shallow, her left hand gripping her taped right one to stop it from shaking. She was staring at the body on the carpet.

She had seen death before. She had watched her mother die over eleven weeks in a sterile hospital room with a window onto a parking garage — slow, agonizing, incremental, a person erased by degrees across a season. She had sat with it and held her mother’s hand and understood, eventually, that there was nothing left to hold.

She had never seen this. The instant termination of a human life, four feet away from her, over before the sound of the tray had finished ringing.

Daniel did not look away from her.

He reached into his pocket, pulled out his notepad, and scribbled furiously, and tore the page out and handed it to Carmine. Carmine read it, and his eyes widened slightly, and he looked at Volkov.

“The boss says you have twenty-four hours to find out who paid this man to wear a white jacket,” Carmine said, his voice deadly quiet. “If you don’t, we burn your shipments, your warehouses, and your family. Get out.”

Volkov and his men backed out of the restaurant, weapons still half-raised until they hit the street and the cold, and the door swung shut behind them, and the room fell silent again except for the slow drip of spilled ice water off the edge of the overturned table.

Daniel holstered his weapon.

He walked over to Norah.

He was a terrifying sight in that moment — bruised, silent, standing in the middle of a room full of his own drawn guns with a dead man at his feet and blood on his shoe. She should have stepped back. Every instinct in her body that had kept her alive on the Southside for twenty-six years told her to step back.

She did not step back.

He stopped right in front of her.

He did not write a note. He did not say anything; he could not. He simply reached out, and his large calloused hand wrapped gently around her trembling left arm, and he squeezed once — a firm, grounding pressure, the way you steady something that is about to fall.

You saw it, the grip said. You saw the laser again.

He let go, and walked toward the exit.

Norah stood frozen for one more second, staring at the blood on the floor. Then she swallowed the bile rising in her throat, and stepped around the body, and followed the boss out into the cold Chicago night.

The ride back to the estate was suffocating.

The interior of the armored SUV smelled of leather and adrenaline sweat. Daniel sat in the back seat staring out the tinted window at the smeared blur of city lights going by. Norah sat beside him, rigidly upright, and she could not stop shivering.

It was not the cold. The heater was blasting hard enough to sting.

It was the shock. It was the dawning, physical realization that the violence was not an event she had passed through. It was the atmosphere she now breathed. She had tripped a man with the leg of a chair, and eight seconds later his brains were on a rug.

She looked down at her hands. Her left hand was clutching the taped right one so hard her knuckles had gone white.

A heavy crystal tumbler appeared in the edge of her vision.

She looked up. Daniel was holding it out — two fingers of amber liquid, poured from the small decanter built into the center console. He gestured slightly with the glass. An offer. Nothing more than that.

Norah hesitated, then took it. Her fingers brushed against his, and his skin was warm, and she noticed that she noticed.

She brought the glass to her lips and took a sip.

It was an obscenely expensive bourbon, and it burned like fire all the way down, and it pooled in her stomach with a sudden aggressive warmth that made her eyes water. She coughed, and the sound was very loud in the quiet vehicle.

Daniel watched her. He could not drink the bourbon — his jaw was wired; he could not drink anything that was not through a straw — and so he was not drinking. He was simply sharing the ritual, passing the glass, keeping the custom alive in a mouth that could not participate in it.

He pulled out a sleek black phone and typed a message, and then turned the screen toward her.

You are shaking.

Norah looked away, out the window, at the partition that separated them from the driver.

“A man died right in front of me,” she said.

He tapped the screen.

He was going to put a bullet in my spine. You stopped him.

“I kicked a chair.” Her voice trembled on the words. “I didn’t pull the trigger. I still killed him.”

Daniel took the phone back. He typed for a longer time. The only sound was the soft tapping of his thumbs on glass and the hum of the tires on the wet asphalt.

He held the phone out again.

Guilt is a luxury for people who have the option to walk away. You don’t.

You live in the dark now. In the dark, the only sin is dying.

You did exactly what you were supposed to do.

Norah read the words twice.

They were cold, and pragmatic, and utterly devoid of comfort. There was no softness in them at all, no it’s going to be all right, no absolution. They were the truth as he saw it, laid flat on a screen, with the ruthlessness of a man who had stopped believing in anything softer a long time ago.

And strangely, perversely, they grounded her.

Because he was not patronizing her. He was not pretending that what had happened was smaller than it was, or that she was smaller than she was. He was telling her the truth about the world he had pulled her into, and he was trusting her to be strong enough to hold it.

“Why me?” she said, turning to face him. “You have an army of men who would kill for you. Men like Carmine. Men who have done this a hundred times. Why force a maid into it?”

Because I saw a red dot.

“That’s not enough.”

Daniel stared at her for a long time. The bruising on his face made him look dangerous, almost feral, the sharpened features of a man carved down to what he actually was. He reached up and touched the surgical wire holding his jaw together — an unconscious gesture, and a startlingly vulnerable one, the movement of a man checking that the thing keeping him whole was still there.

Then he typed, slowly.

Carmine sees threats. My soldiers see targets.

He paused, letting her read.

You see the machinery.

May you like

He typed one more sentence.

You are the only person in my entire life who looked at me and saw someone worth saving instead of someone to fear or exploit.

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