Chapter 16

I pressed both hands against the table.
“My mother wasn’t my mother,” I whispered.
Victor’s answer came immediately.
“Elena raised you. She protected you. Whatever else we discover, do not erase that.”
The gentleness in his voice surprised me.
I looked toward Lily, sleeping beneath the blanket.
For eight months, I had lived in fear that I was failing her.
I could not afford the right food, the safest apartment, or the kind of medical care other parents took for granted. Yet every decision I made began and ended with her.
If someone told Lily one day that blood mattered more than the nights I stayed awake beside her, the songs I sang, the sacrifices I made—
I would want her to know better.
“My mother was my mother,” I said.
Victor nodded.
“Yes.”
“But she was hiding who I was.”
“Yes.”
“And you think I may be Sofia’s child.”
His eyes held mine.
“I think Elena risked her life to keep a child hidden. I think my father lied about my niece’s death. And I think that child was called Annie.”
The doctor cleared his throat from beside the sofa.
We turned.
Lily was awake.
Her fever-bright eyes looked between us.
Then she smiled.
A small, sleepy smile.
I went to her immediately and lifted her into my arms.
She rested her cheek against my shoulder.
For a few moments, everything else disappeared.
Victor watched us.
There was grief in his face.
And hope.
Both frightened me.
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“You should rest,” he said. “There are guest rooms on this level.”
“I’m not staying in a bunker beneath your house.”