Chapter 13

“You look tired,” he said.
“Nursing school.”
“Emma?”
“Learning to write her name and refusing lowercase letters.”
“Reasonable.”
We sat across a bolted table.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
“For what?”
He took time.
“For building a world where Victoria believed murder was succession planning.”
I said nothing.
“For treating silence as loyalty.”
Still nothing.
“For the money earned from buildings I did not inspect because I called them legitimate and stopped asking what legitimate required.”
“That is a better answer.”
“Marisol helped.”
“I assumed.”
“I also owe you an apology for one specific thing.”
“What?”
“When I realized the Ashford connection, part of me wanted to delay telling you until I had solved it.”
“But you didn’t.”
“No. Because you made me write the authorization before retrieving the file.”
“Paperwork saved you from yourself.”
“It has become a recurring humiliation.”
“That may be useful.”
He looked at me.
“Do you hate me?”
“No.”
His face changed.
“I don’t know whether that comforts you,” I continued. “It shouldn’t.”
“I understand.”
“Hate would keep you central.”
He accepted that.
I visited again fourteen months later.
Emma came with me.
She carried Bunny through security.
The officer inspected the toy carefully.
Emma watched him.
“He only has one eye.”
“I noticed.”
“Don’t make him sad.”
The officer returned the rabbit.
Lorenzo appeared behind the glass partition in the family visiting room.
Emma ran to the table, stopped, and looked at me before approaching him.
Consent learned early.
I nodded.
She climbed into the chair beside him.
“Are you still a boss?”
“Not the kind I was.”
“Do you still have people?”
“Friends.”
“Vincent cheats at cards.”
“Yes.”
“Do you?”
“I lose honestly.”
She considered.
Then handed him Bunny.
“For a little while.”
Lorenzo’s hand trembled when he accepted the toy.
He did not hide it.
After release, he moved into a modest apartment in Brooklyn under federal supervision.
No estate.
No live-in staff.
No security inside.
Vincent ran a licensed corporate-security firm and remained Lorenzo’s friend instead of subordinate.
Lorenzo served as a nonexecutive adviser to the monitored freight companies. He had no authority over finances or hiring.
He attended therapy.
May you like
He mentioned it once.
Did not present attendance as proof of goodness.