Chapter 5

Elena Marino’s birthday was on a Saturday, and on the Wednesday before it, the restaurant burned.
Not badly. That is what everyone kept saying, in the days afterward, in the careful voice people use when they are trying to be kind about something that is not kind: *not badly.* The fire started in a storage room off the back hallway at two in the morning, and it was contained, and no one was hurt, because no one was there.
But it was contained by the fire department, not by us, and it took the whole back half of the building — the storage, the prep kitchen, the office where I kept seven years of records in a filing cabinet I had bought at a garage sale.
I got the call at 3 a.m. I was at the building by 3:40.
I stood on the sidewalk across the street with the smell of it in my clothes and watched four engines pump water into the place where I had spent seven years of my life, and I did not cry, because I have never once in my life been able to cry at the right time.
Luke came.
I do not know how he got there before the fire trucks were done. Mark drove him, and he got out of the car in a t-shirt and a coat over it, barefoot in his shoes, and he walked across the street and stood next to me, and he did not say anything at all.
We stood there for two hours.
At 5 a.m., a fire investigator came over and told us what they tell everyone: it started in the storage room, they would know more in a few days, it was contained, no one was hurt.
At 6 a.m., Luke said one thing.
“Do you have the notebook?”
I looked at him.
“The notebook,” he said. “Your father’s. Was it in there?”
And I remembered, with a lurch, that I had taken it to the penthouse three weeks ago and never brought it back.
“No,” I said. “It’s at your place.”
Luke closed his eyes.
“Thank God.”
I started laughing. It was not a good laugh. It was the laugh you do when the other option is not laughing, and I stood on the sidewalk at six in the morning with my restaurant smoking behind me and laughed until my ribs hurt, and Luke stood there with his hand on my back and let me.
The investigator called three days later.
The cause was electrical. An old panel, a building that had not been rewired since the eighties, a fault in a room nobody used. Accidental. The report was clean and short and nobody questioned it, because there was nothing to question.
I did not question it either. Not at first.
I questioned it on the Friday night, the night before Elena’s birthday, when I was standing in the penthouse kitchen and Mark came in with a folder and put it on the counter and did not say anything.
Luke was in the other room, on a call.
I opened the folder.
It was a photograph of the storage room, taken from the hallway, dated the night before the fire. The back wall was clear. The shelves were orderly. The panel was intact.
I turned to the next page. It was the same room, taken from the same angle, two nights before.
There was a man in it.
I looked at the photograph for a long time.
He was in the corner, crouched, with his back to the camera, and his hands were doing something to the wall that I did not need to have explained to me.
I closed the folder.
“Who took this?” I asked.
“One of ours,” Mark said. “I have a man who checks the building every week. Your lease was through a shell that traces back to Mr. Marino’s office, so he asked me to keep an eye.”
I looked at him.
“You didn’t tell Luke.”
“Not yet.” Mark’s face did not move. “I wanted to tell you first.”
“Why?”
Mark was quiet for a moment.
“Because he’s going to want to fix it,” he said. “He’s going to want to walk into his father’s house and do something about it. And I’ve worked for that man for eleven years, and I’ve watched him do that four times, and every single time his father came out of it stronger.” He looked at me. “You’re the only person who has ever made him stop and think.”
I stood in the kitchen with the folder in my hands.
May you like
“So what do I do?”
“Whatever you do,” Mark said, “do it tomorrow, in front of five hundred people, and make sure his grandmother sees.”