Chapter 3 - The Breaking Point

We drove home in silence.
Chicago lights slid across the windshield. Ethan drove with both hands on the wheel, jaw tight, radio off.
I watched buildings pass.
Three blocks from our house, he finally spoke.
“You embarrassed Vanessa.”
I actually turned toward him.
Not because I was angry.
Because I needed to make sure I had heard correctly.
“I embarrassed Vanessa?”
“You called her out in front of everyone.”
“She told me she could have taken my husband.”
“She was joking.”
“So were you when you fed her?”
His fingers tightened around the steering wheel.
“It was dessert.”
“Yes.”
“Claire, listen to yourself.”
“I am.”
That shut him up.
We pulled into our driveway at 11:17 p.m.
I remember the time because I looked at the dashboard and realized that eight years of marriage had apparently been reduced to a disagreement about chocolate mousse before midnight.
Inside, Ethan tossed his keys into the ceramic bowl by the door.
“You’ve never liked her.”
I removed my coat.
“That isn’t true.”
“She feels it.”
“She should.”
He stared at me.
I walked upstairs.
“Where are you going?”
“To change.”
“Can we finish this?”
“We already did.”
He followed me into the bedroom.
I stood in front of my dresser and removed my earrings.
“Claire.”
One earring.
Then the other.
“Look at me.”
I did.
He seemed genuinely frustrated.
That almost made it worse.
“Nothing is happening with Vanessa.”
“I didn’t ask whether anything was happening.”
“Then what is this about?”
“Respect.”
He exhaled sharply.
“There it is.”
“What?”
“The dramatic word.”
I studied him.
“Respect is dramatic?”
“You know what I mean.”
“No. Explain it.”
He opened his mouth.
Closed it.
I waited.
That was another thing I had learned in business negotiations: silence makes people reveal what they actually believe.
Ethan finally said, “Vanessa has been in my life for fifteen years. You knew that when you married me.”
“And I’ve been your wife for eight.”
“Exactly.”
Exactly.
He said it as if the numbers proved his point.
Instead, they proved mine.
I reached for my wedding ring.
Ethan watched.
For eight years, I had taken it off only to shower at the gym, work with paint samples, or have it professionally cleaned.
That night I twisted it once.
Twice.
Then slid it from my finger.
Ethan’s face changed.
“What are you doing?”
I placed the ring on the dresser.
The tiny sound it made against the wood was almost nothing.
Yet Ethan stared at it as if I had fired a gun.
“Claire.”
“I’m tired.”
“You’re taking off your wedding ring over dessert?”
“No.”
May you like
I met his eyes.
“I’m taking it off because you still think this is about dessert.”