Chapter 17

There it was again.
The same question.
This time I did not answer quickly.
Because the truth was, I knew how to acquire companies, intimidate rivals, read contracts, calculate risk. I knew how to survive betrayal. I knew how to turn weakness into reputation.
I did not know bedtime stories.
I did not know school forms.
I did not know what five-year-olds ate when no one was trying to impress anyone.
But I knew this.
“I want to learn,” I said.
Elise’s expression changed.
For the first time all night, she seemed afraid for me.
The next morning began with coffee gone cold and phone calls that led to more phone calls.
Maya updated Elise first, then me, because boundaries mattered.
The children had slept poorly but safely. Lily woke twice. Owen refused to let go of Captain long enough to brush his teeth until the foster mother promised the bear could sit on the sink and supervise.
That detail stayed with me all morning.
Captain supervising.
At eleven, I was allowed a brief supervised call.
Maya warned me first. “Keep it simple. Don’t ask about Claire. Don’t promise visits unless arranged. Don’t overwhelm them.”
“I understand.”
The video call connected.
Lily appeared first, hair brushed into two uneven pigtails. Owen leaned into frame beside her, Captain tucked under one arm.
Behind them was a yellow kitchen with drawings on the refrigerator.
“Hi,” I said.
Lily smiled shyly. “Hi, Mr. Steel.”
“Ryker is fine.”
Owen frowned. “Like biker?”
“With an R.”
“Rrryker,” he said, rolling the sound dramatically.
Lily giggled.
There it was again.
That tiny flash of childhood.
I held onto it.
“How was breakfast?” I asked.
May you like
“Pancakes,” Lily said.
“With blueberries,” Owen added. “But not inside. On top. Because inside is sneaky.”