Chapter 36

Dr. Patel did not rush.
“She might have,” she said. “We are trying to learn more.”
Lily looked at Nathan. “Did you know?”
Nathan shook his head. “No, sweetheart. I didn’t.”
She looked at me. “Did you?”
“No.”
“Did Daddy know?”
The adults went very quiet.
Dr. Patel answered carefully. “We think your daddy knew more than we do right now. And we are trying to understand what he was protecting you from.”
Owen’s face crumpled. “Why do grown-ups protect kids by not telling them anything?”
The question broke something open in Nathan.
He slid from the couch to the floor, sitting a few feet from Owen.
“Sometimes grown-ups get scared,” he said. “Sometimes we think hiding things will keep kids safe. Sometimes we’re wrong.”
Owen watched him.
Nathan’s voice shook. “I was wrong too. I stayed away from your dad because I was hurt. I thought there would be more time.”
Lily slipped off the couch and sat beside him.
“Are you going away again?” she asked.
Nathan closed his eyes briefly.
“No,” he said. “Not unless a judge says I have to wait outside a room. Not unless you tell me you need space. But I am not choosing to go away again.”
Lily leaned into him.
It was not a full hug.
Not yet.
But Nathan’s hand hovered uncertainly before resting gently on her shoulder, and his face changed as if someone had handed him something breakable and precious.
Owen looked at me.
“You too?”
My throat tightened.
“I’m here,” I said.
“That’s not the same answer.”
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“No,” I admitted. “Because your uncle is family, and the grown-ups are working on whether you can live with him. My role is different.”
His eyes narrowed. “What role?”